Awkward Silences


I'm a walking contridiction.
I'm growing, changing, learning who I am and who I want to be. I'm trying. I'm a wife, slave-in-training, animal lover, budding masochist, avid reader, real-life child and mother. I'm a big tree hugger. I try to use my voice for those who can't, help where I can, and play the devil's advocate too often for most people. I'm sarcastic, ambitious, paranoid, sensitive, loving, caring, dedicated, lazy, stubborn, happy, faithful, and perpetually curious. And the world goes on.

Ask me anything
You’re a bad influence. You got me high and I decided I didn’t want to go to dinner with your dad.
— My mom.

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HAHAHA.

Also Sam and I.

HAHAHA.

Also Sam and I.

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SAM

SAM

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30 days of submission: Day 3

3) How do you know you are submissive or have the potential to be submissive? How do you feel when you express your submission?

HA! The truth of the matter is that I don’t know that I am submissive. I’m not sure. Most of the time, in fact, I’m pretty sure that I am not. I don’t claim to be submissive - I am a slave. “I don’t have to like it, I just have to do it,” is something I say often.

I know I have the potential to be submissive because I genuinely wish that my master is happy. I genuinely enjoy when he is happy because of something I’ve done. I especially like it when he gives me a task and I complete it above his expectations. Long before I knew anything about about BDSM, I defined ‘being a girlfriend’ as ‘making the other person happy.’

Maybe I am submissive and I have never recognized it?

How do I feel when I express my submission? Is ‘submissive’ the wrong answer? I feel small. I feel quiet. I feel calm. When he’s dominant to me, I feel small and safe and calm.

And of course, when I ‘express my submission’ in a scene, I feel an endorphin high that’s pretty much unable to be matched by anything that isn’t a hard drug.

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This little guy was helping me with my garden chores today.

This little guy was helping me with my garden chores today.

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She and I have pretty damn similar body types.

You’re gorgeous, lady.

She and I have pretty damn similar body types.

You’re gorgeous, lady.

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I LOVED THESE BOOKS.

I LOVED THESE BOOKS.

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Happy birthday to me.  :)

My daddy kicks ass.

Happy birthday to me. :)

My daddy kicks ass.

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fatnfab:

morethanjustanumber:

Natalie. 

22. Size 22. 305 lbs. 

“If a size 2 in beautiful, than my size 22 must be glorious!”

I love this <3

SIGNAL BOOST! She is absolutely lovely!

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sexxxisbeautiful:

frombaghdadwithlove:

feministhope:

These are all so great.

My heart just exploded. So.

whoa dude this is cool.

sexxxisbeautiful:

frombaghdadwithlove:

feministhope:

These are all so great.

My heart just exploded. So.

whoa dude this is cool.

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Source: whoneedsfeminism

BLOOM: In 2003, the Massachusetts Mental Health center was set to close, and the buildings were slated for demolition.  Artist Anna Schuleit created an installation to commemorate the site’s 9-decade history as psychiatric hospital.  This is the extraordinary result.

Colassal has a wonderful interview with the artist and more images like the ones above.  (via Metafilter)

The cover picture, the white flowers, literally made me gasp aloud.

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did-you-kno:

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OMG they are so damn cute.  And that woman doesn&#8217;t look anywhere NEAR her 90s, either.

did-you-kno:

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OMG they are so damn cute. And that woman doesn’t look anywhere NEAR her 90s, either.

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We’re all going to die, all of us, what a circus! That alone should make us love each other but it doesn’t. We are terrorized and flattened by trivialities, we are eaten up by nothing.
— Charles Bukowski  (via immaescapereality)

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